YESTERDAY'S GONE

March 27, 2008

i realized i wasnt as strong as before, things are piling up in my mind, sooner or later they will burst. im confused, really confused. i wish angel will drop some helping wings to kill e things im facing. i miss sam, i guess both of us need one another's shoulders to cry on. it's just a matter of time that i wil go crazy.

when i was young, i cant wait to turn old, so that i can do wadever i wan. but now as years go by, i do not wan to grow old. bcos as time passes, u hav more things to b worry bout. n now i wish i was young, wher i can enjoy e carefree days. everyday, i do not feel like waking up. cos waking up means i got so many things to do & think of. i guess i need a long break, a really long break.

wake up, rachel.

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